Tuesday, October 27, 2009

So this is love...


There are four season living here in Utah. There are four separate memorable times that we can get together with our loved ones and enjoy mother nature. There are seasons for love, seasons for hate, seasons for joy and sadness. I have fallen in love with my season that was created by my sweet woman whom loves me as much as I do her. These are the greatest times that I have felt in all my existence. She makes me feel so much greater than I once was. She makes me smile and close my eyes as I do in the sweet crisp Autumn air. I feel her breathe as I do the seasonal winds. I feel the warmth then minute she looks and gives a moments thought towards me. I love being in love, but not just being in love. Being in love the woman of my dreams and feeling that miraculous love returned to me. Hannah is the light of world. Not once have I ever met such a Lady. We are what you see in the movies, what you hear about in songs, what you may occasionally see in public. We are love. This is the same love that you'll see in fifty years from now. We'll be the old couples that are holding hands in public and kissing under an old Aspen tree. That is the love that we bare. That is the love that we all seek. I wasn't searching for it at all. It just happened. Hannah wasn't looking for it either, and it was truly love at first sight. She makes me want to be a better person and do better in my studies. Being in love is like not caring what people think of you. It truly is the drive of your heart and creates huge feelings and makes you feel like you're on top of the world. Hannah is my Lady, and I am her Man. These are the best of days, and when the clouds come, we'll still have each other. Our love will never die.

Sunday, October 4, 2009

I have a dream...

So last night I was totally sleeping on cloud nine...twas rad because yours truly was doing what he truly wants to do...writing music! ha yes it was totally amazing what I was doing. I dreamt about preforming my music which was a twist between Tim Reynolds and Dan Auerbach. I was the only performer. Didn't have a band. Just looped everything that I played. I started out jamming out the beat on the drums, after I got that recorded I started playing the bass...(I slapp-a-da bass) then after looping that I started to play a dirty guitar and pumping out phat solos that were soul striking. It truly was a dream come true and everybody just nodded and jammed with me to my music. Ah how it would be to make money off of my music. That is truly the American Dream. umm...so so good. Take it or leave it...or just love it. Peace

(Currently listening to Devil's Got a Holda Me by The Colour)

Friday, October 2, 2009

Old and Rusted Cadillac

New study habits...old study habits...and whatever study habits. These are what haunt me day in and day out. All I have to do is recognize. And love. And Do. humm...whenever I decide to try and tackle this 'study habit' I end up here. Writing and thinking about what to do what not to do, what to study, what not to study, who's awesome(that'll be me) and who's not...ugh my brain is so close-minded it makes me puke. Cucky. I guess its good, cause once its on the right track, I's does good. (Smiley faces all around) So my grade checks are comming up this next week, and I just need to do some good before then. I hope all is well. Hope my efforts are seen through an effing letter by my counselor. She'll tell me what I need to do, what not to do, if I need to drop a class. ugh Me no likey. The only worry I have is my BIO 1610 class that for some reason is retarded and doesn't want to aline to my mad study skills. If I had a handicapped brother, his name would be BIO 1610, and mine would be Luke Skywalker(cause that is just awesome). (And together we'd destroy the Lord Darthvadder). Seriously though, this class is fast paced and I am reading like none other. So much info that I need to retain...Its almost sickening and takes alot of my study time. BUT...it is freakishly necessary for my ed-ja-mication. So ya, that is what I am doing from now till two PM...umm so fun I know. PEace

(Currently listening to Empty by Ray LaMontagne)