Tuesday, April 28, 2009

not Just one of those days

So I sit in my new room thinking of what life will be like within these walls and what shapes and sounds will exist here. It is really quite fun thinking that life is yet at another beginning here and new opportunities are here. My window is cracked open and the wind is exploding through it bringing me nice cool air but also bugging the crap outta me cause the pull string is bouncing off the wall!! ugh! ..ok all fixed. But ya how awesome is this...I love it. Is it scary...yes/no...would it be easier staying back with the folks? maybe...but there is so much more given to one whom is on his own and once again I am he. I love living out I love it.

Have you ever stayed up really late, till the sun came up? Have you felt giddy about something you have yet to see all the way through? Have you ever stayed in bed tell the evening? These are all wonderful thing if you do them right. If you keep your mind spinning and weaving and not turning to mush. Life is full of chances and I believe that if we take those chances we will become happy and experience what happiness is and feel complete with those around us. Do it, step outside your "zone" and experience something new for once...who knows you might even meet your new best friend..haha ok so I don't know what I'm really getting at but what I've said is true. I like and and so will you. Keep well

Currently listening to Hunger for the Great Light, by Dave Matthews Band (Live TRAX Las Vegas 2007)

Saturday, April 18, 2009

My deep set apologies

So yes I know you are all thinking, 'thank goodness he has finally changes his blog'...ok so you are probably not going to say that but you are definatly thinking that now. eh? eh?!
So much has happened in my life since the last time I posted...lets see..Im single...Im the manager at the Sticker Shop and wanting to shoot myself...its not too bad but just feeling the pressure from the guys upstairs...but they can just eat it...and plus they are younger than me soooo yeah, I pretty much am awesome and know more than them ;) lol ya but serisously...they could use some pointers if they'd give me the light of day and take their noses out of all the 'How to run your own buisness' books...but I wont be there too much longer..which brings me to my next point...

I just finished my certification for phlibotomy this past week and lets say that I am Stoked!! oh yeah! I aced the final and loved the feeling...I really have a new view on life and achivements...There is no reason why, this fall when I enroll into school, I should get less than 100% on a test or in anything...it all comes down to preparing yourself for that passing point. I have always settled for being a 'B' averaged student my whole life and I am not really happy with that...why cant I be and A student?! I put my self down there and there I have stayed but I am desperatly attempting to pull myself out of that this year and years to come.

But to get to my point from before...I am trying to get a job in Phlebotomy right now..so I can do it full time at a hospital and part-time during school so I can pay 100% attention to my school and get it all done...and get em done and do em good. Any who, thats what I think. If things go well for me I'll have my Biology degree within the next two years. And I'm on the fence to either go into Medicine or Dentistry..so well see. Stay tuned!!

Currently listening to: Highly Suspicious by My Morning Jacket