So here I am a week into my future as I know it living in Seattle! Moving here is something that I have thought about and as of a year ago I had a job offer to work in Global Recycling and it just seemed to never go through...just getting postponed every month...and I felt sad and was losing hope every day cause it seemed apparent to me that I wasn't going actually move and that I would get stuck in the same-o-same-o life that is so popular in Utah County...It seems that my insides were screaming for change and having panic attacks cause of the 'rut' that I was in, in Orem... Well that is what I felt at least...that's not to say it isn't a good place ..it was just time for me to tap out.(side note...I'm listening to Free Radicals, Flaming Lips, really loud right now...and its making me smile!)
I have found more of myself piecing together when I am else-where, is that weird of me to say? I feel like it just works though with me..I feel that I am somewhere I can be me...and not feel that I gotta keep my feet moving fast before someone steps on my heels. Given that I am in love with starting a new. I have met a beautiful woman not too long ago that is just simply amazing in all aspects. I never knew that someone could care for me and love me as much as I am willing to give her. Love it! I cant help but smile cause of all the greenery and beauty that's everywhere here! I love the people and love that everyone is caring and not 'boxed' into their own lives. I love it when people are willing to just open up and talk...or turn and give you a familiar smile and loving look. There are so many things I wanna do and going to do here!! I'm looking forward to skiing at Whistler this winter! I cant wait! If I could sum it all up in three words, those would be... I'm in love.
