Monday, November 17, 2008

To every season turn turn turn


So I haven't even been home a month and there are things that I've learned and there are alot of happy faces that I've seen since I've been here. I do love everyone here and people are nice and understanding. I may seem to be complete but I am not. Though there may be a smile on my face...my heart is slowly bleeding. I am missing my love, Kayleen. She is my better half.. and she is my everything. She makes me smile and laugh out loud...she makes me feel better about myself and helps me out in times of trouble. I love her. She is great, she fills me with joy.
And I wonder why it is exactly that I moved back to Utah and left her in Washington. the answer is simple. Men are stupid..and do not think logically. I love her, she loves me and I need to be there with her. We can work out problems together. School, work, future are all things that we can work through as one...its harder separate. So I talked with her last night and I am going to move back to Seattle to be with her and to grow together. She is amazing... and I love her for that.

(Currently listening to Necromancer by Gnarls Barkley)

3 comments:

Christina said...

YEA! Welcome back to WA! We're excited that you'll be close to us again. We need to get together soon, okay? Call or email me!

DJ said...

Sounds good...I'm not back yet but I will be within a week or so...still planning things out. :) Thank you and we'll have to plan a day to come over so you can finally meet the natorious Kayleen! haha keep well

Kilee said...

Sweet life...all about figuring things out and what you want to do with it. But it is a wonderful thing to have the gospel in your life to help point you in the right way. I'll admit, I was a little surprised and sad to hear you are leaving us again but happy that you are "feeling your way" through things. Kayleen is a great girl, she is lucky to have you. As are we...what a great brother you are. Love you Deeg.